Monday, April 11, 2011

well into April

and I have things that need to get done, for Jake, here at the house, outside, and time goes by so fast.
I actually did get an e-mail from M.F., not any sorry about the spam, or the lies, he's still claiming he never lied or deceived or used me. It's me with the problem..he's no longer working, health problems he labels as genetic but I think neglect and poor eating/health habits are more of the cause. It's water under a old bridge, a foolish error in judgement and misplaced trust on my part. And I am glad I managed to get my head in better order and could see that the financial issues were not what he was saying, and found that foreclosure notice on line with his name on it.
I know it's going to take a long time to get my finances, house and some parts of my life into solid shape but I am seeing progress, slower than I like but at least I am making progress every month.
I won't say that life here is perfect, my foot and ankle don't tolerate my job very well, but I am watching bids, did bid on 3 frock room jobs and my dept. head is also head of that dept. and I don't think she even considered me for any of the openings. It's not union so I can't do a blasted thing about the openings going to people with far less time in plant than I have.
The relationship with Larry is good, I worry about his up-coming surgery but he has no real choice and we both have confidence in his doctor. His son and daughter will be there for the surgery and until he's out of recovery and I am glad I won't be there alone and that he is important enough for them to be there with us.
Got a lot I need to get done today before work, know I will walk into a lot needing done, normal Monday for me.

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