So, I find myself buying or looking at buying things that I don't need and that the budget really should not stretch for, so I need to think out the issues and problems in my life and deal with them, so need to list them and start sorting out what can be done, what needs changed and what I need to find ways to adjust to.
I want to be happy with my life and with who I am so now need to sort out why that is not where I am in my small world and my head.
So, now I have to face some things that I have been trying to hide from, and ya, I do have a few ideas of what those things are so guess it's not that hard to know where to start.
I don't have someone to talk things out with, and I don't have a close friend or partner in life, and I don't have a good relationship with the man I date, I just have a 'get by' one.
Work has some issues but I know they are not at the heart of my real problems and they are not the WHY I am buying myself stuff that is not on the budget. I will work out the work issues, some will resolve themselves if I just let them and ya, I am smart enough to do that.
So, Maggie, deal with what you can, find the ways to accept what you cannot or will not change and get the budget back on track, be happy with all the goodies, toys, dolls I have,
